I notice you, I want to say. Even when no one else does, I do. I will.– David Levithan, Every Day (via creatingaquietmind)
I can't believe it, but I'm starting to become...
I feel like my entire life I have been in a fog of dread and insecurity. Recently I have been surrounding myself with people who are confident and accepting and it has made me so much more empowered. I’m not saying that my life is perfect and all, but right now I am content with where I am, and I haven’t been in this spot in a long time. I’m seeing a new boy who makes me so...
One day I decided that I was beautiful, and so I carried out my life as if I was...– Gabourey Sidibe (via calloway)
okay, so you know that "crush" that i had...
well he made it well known that he liked me on tuesday, and since then we have been hanging out all week. i seriously can’t believe how happy i am right now. i am also scared of being hurt again but he is certainly worth the chance. these feelings are so foreign to me, i love it, though. :)
SOME HIGHLIGHTS (AND LOWLIGHTS) FROM THIS PAST...
i went to a dance at my school where i danced with a couple of boys to make my ex jealous/uncomfortable as hell. i had my first experience dealing with a highly intoxicated friend. i slept in a really comfortable bed with my gay friend! i played sega with my highly intoxicated friend. i felt useful/loved by my friends. i seen my crush really, really wasted. he texted me apologizing. i...
I haven't been anti-social recently.
This is a great thing, it is, but now when I’m alone my depression is a thousand times worse. I constantly need to be around people or I become this stranger. I’m so nervous now that summer is coming since it will be up to me to socialize. I just want to be happy.
hanthebaozi asked: LALALALALLALALLALAALALAAAA NOOO NOOOOOOOO
tonight is the opening of the "to kill a...
and i worked the production for it this semester. i had so much fun and met a bunch of lovely people. this certainly isn’t something i would have signed up for last year, so i am so glad that i am breaking my walls down and am willing to try something new. i hope i stay connected with some of the folks i met. :)
my week of bad decisions..
I guess It all started out by thinking it would be okay to not take my depression meds. Yeah, not the greatest idea in the world, especially when I’m going through some rough shit. Then I think it will be a good idea try to straighten things out with my ex when he is going through this immature/avoidant stage. And then it was a reallllyyyyyt great idea to try to talk to him while he was...